
Saturday, November 9, 2013
25/8 Not Enough Time
So I knew when I started this blog that my time would probably be limited to the daily postings I imagined. With the demands of work, family, and just having "me" downtime, I struggle to post on this blog at least 2-3 times a week. When I started it I felt a sense of accomplishment because this was something that I wanted to do. It was meant to be a creative outlet for all my interests and just a way to document my thoughts, etc. Now a feeling of guilt comes because even though I don't have any followers/subscribers yet; I feel like I've let someone down. Myself. Starting things and not finishing them have kind of followed me throughout my life a few times and Im fighting to end that cycle. Hence, my degree, becoming a makeup artist, starting a blog?.. Im seeing a pattern here..hmm. I'm deciding that whatever matters most to me is where I've dedicated my time and the other things that I wanna do will come to pass. Now that I have had a chance to reflect on what those "other" things I want are, I now know where to begin. So instead of feeling guilty about not blogging daily, I'll become more happy about what's to come. I know that soon school will be done, I know that I still "do" makeup for friends when they need it, just like I know that this blog aint goin nowhere! I'll use this as my downtime to express my views on things while still giving doses of my creative interests on here. If anybody out there can relate to what I'm saying, let's agree that even though we all would like more hours in the day to do things; let's cherish the moments that have been where we've already accomplished things.



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